The basics are: Libra; mother; Pagan; Hispanic; college-graduate; sarcastic; humorous; curious; shy & out-going (one of those people that the first impression is that of "What is this woman about???" and then you get to know me and the gloves come off and BAM); Democrat Socialist; tolerant; compassionate; loyal; mostly happy... There are more and as I age, I find that I am more willing to add more things to the list. So I am sure that I will refine this as time goes on.

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Just A Second, We’re Not Broken

April 7, 2021
We actually were.  I have no illusions about how you and I were.  I am not that grieving person.  But I miss you every damn day. Last night I dreamed of you.  We had conversations (although I don't remember verbatim what about), but things were resolved.  You knew you were gone (or my brain knew....
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  • Just Give Me A Reason
    April 7, 2021
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  • Why On Earth Does This Happen?
    March 22, 2021
    Someone else's labs were used as my own.  How I figured it out?  I haven't had a normal thyroid test in damn near 20 years.  So who got my labwork?  And are they scared AF because it looks like they don't have a thyroid anymore?
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  • And What Happens Now, Precisely?
    March 19, 2021
    Got the lab work back. A couple months ago, I asked my Endo about a dx on my chart regarding Chronic Kidney Disease (which I figured I had something to do with the kidneys because of the stones that I get occasionally) but no one got back to me. COVID happened last year, twice.  This…
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  • The Doctor Who Actually Listened
    March 18, 2021
    A LOT happened at the doctor's office. First, because of how I have been treated in doctor's offices recently, my blood pressure was way high and just kept on rising while I was sitting there... practicing mindfulness and working on keeping my heartbeat steady.  But that didn't work.  I left ther...
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  • The Ebbs and Flows of Past Love
    March 18, 2021
    A song popped up randomly on the playlist I'm listening to:  Just the Way You Are by Bruno Mars.  I probably have heard it recently, but today I thought of you. I miss you a lot of the times.  You made me want to ask you a forever question and I was looking at rings.  There has…
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  • My Brain: Epitome of Weird
    March 17, 2021
    I dreamed some craziness. And then I dream more craziness. But the final part of the dream included me being with a group of friends. We were at a store where you could sign up to go in this chamber and go back in time. Redo things. I paid for it. And for some reason…
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  • Unspecified Specifics
    March 11, 2021
    I have been avoiding something for the last 4-ish months.  Let me go back before that.  In October of 2007, I received a diagnosis of Papillary Thyroid Cancer with Hashimoto's Thyroiditis.  Because of the nasty "c" word, they removed my thyroid completely.  A couple of years later, I had a hyster...
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  • The fluidity of free writing…
    March 9, 2021
    I frequently say that I do not want to be the adultiest adult in the room.  Because then everyone relies on me to do and be all the things.  I have wanted for a very long time to not be the adultiest adult.  But here I am, supposedly with my ducks in a row.  I…
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  • The Expanse of Stupidity
    March 2, 2021
    Texas has had 2.66 million positive Covid cases and 44,078 deaths. Only 6.5% of the 29 million people living in this state have been vaccinated against Covid. But Governor Greg Abbott, in all of his infinite wisdom, has deemed that next Wednesday, the state of Texas shall come forth from restrict...
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