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Vows to my wife. 01/27/2024

January 28, 2024
Elly Lynn, I have waited my entire life to find you. Becoming your husband is the greatest calling I have ever felt in my entire life. I have loved you from a distance and I have loved you up close, and every single trial and challenge that has brought me to be standing in front…
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