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• I’m back!

  January 12, 2021

  I have found you again oh diary my friend.  I am so much happier and healthier. Good riddance too bad rubbish.  Happy 2021.   I will hopefully be writing some decent shit. Kisses

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• Watch it burn…. (catching up)

  April 23, 2018

  Oh Diary, how I have missed you.  Oh, there were attempts to keep in touch, apps, books, notes, blogs.... but no one I loved as much as you.  No one who I wanted to talk to as much.  Silly, probably, but hey, when you tell someone your secrets, even if you erase some so no…

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• ramblings in my mind tonight

  April 16, 2010

  Well. where do I start?  Should I start by saying that I need to write or I will explode?  I finally made an appointmenr ro see a psychaitrist.  I need to talk to someone, I need to figure what the fuck I am doing, what I am thinking, get my emotions u...

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• She misses me

  March 4, 2010

  I don't know what's going on in my life anymore. I don't know how I got to where I am now. I feel like I have hustled and worked all my life, always putting my children first and always working and getting ahead. I look back at the string of events that brought me to…

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• Depressed

  March 4, 2010

  I took a test yesterday online it says I am depressed.  Yes, well I can see that.  A lot has happend in the last year, and not much of it has been good.  I lost my job, my car, my home, my husband tried to cheat on me, bla bla bla.  I am unable to get a job,&hel...

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• Infadelity

  March 4, 2010

  My hustler mentality kicks in and I know that I could make some money doing things or jobs that my husband would not approve of.  So out of respect for him and my marriage and because I know it would make me morrally uncomfortable.  Not that I cant' get past the morral un...

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