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The common cold still exists

July 28, 2020
Today was a little bit stressful. My family had a "Covid" scare if you want to call it that. This past Saturday we went and spent the day at the lake and Sunday morning, myself and the two kids woke up with a bit of congestion, scratchy throat, and runny noses. I noticed our swim…
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