Recent Entries

• Entry 5: worse

  May 18, 2022

  The controling us is getting worse. My bedtime is even sooner now. Last night my dog hurt her foot when it got caught in a hole of the lining of her dog bed. She's okay, thank god. She was mostly just scared, but I had no idea at first if she was okay and I'm…

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• Entry 4: testing the waters

  May 4, 2022

  I'm kind of just looking for excuses to stay up past my new bedtime now. I pulled my hip last night dancing a little in the bathroom when the floor was wet. So my reason tonight was I was icing my back and cant do it in bed because the chair back props the ice…

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• Entry 3: little bit about me?

  May 4, 2022

  She/her. 25 years old. No current friends besides my mom and sister. I was doing pretty good around people and making friends (never to the point of exchanging numbers) until the virus happened. Lost bodily strength from not leaving the house. Working on that. I believe in fate and all that unive...

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• Entry 2: more on that…

  May 4, 2022

  Every trigger warning you can think of. Too tired to specify and so much shit has happened to me so I cant remember to put them all.   More stuff the abuser has done in our lives. Heres one that makes me almost throw up whenever i think about it. The thing is a pervert.…

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• Entry 1: made this account to vent about being abused

  May 4, 2022

  Oh wow just like old times sake. I had one of these as a kid. 15 to maybe 17. Idk. Anyway.  I am 25. Me and my family moved back in with my abuser when I was 15. He pretended he changed and then we had no escape and I've been in this hell for…

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