around the corner.

it’s becoming my favorite time of the year::::….

and visiting my girlfriend at the county fair has become a quick tradition. saying goodbye, and we might have one more night together tomorrow before she’s back up in college town – and will only see me on the weekends… i love this time of year, its bittersweet, but fall is my favorite.

everything about it. browns, reds and yellows. leaves crunching as you walk on them. pumpkin carving. pumpkin spice lattes at starbucks. the brisk air. apple cider. EVERYTHING about fall just consumes me in bliss.

what i like most is that, for me at least, it means all the holidays are coming and family starts tightening together, faces you’ve not seen in awhile, sharing stories. it’s all heartwarming.

i feel sad for those who don’t have close families, and some will never know the heart warming innocent joy and peace there is in close families. i pray for those who want it – will marry into them – because its something i literally could not live without. with the years i’ve, had it not been for my close family and my loving them so much, i truly believes that i may’ve not made it.

though i live in a wooded area, and i love camping, etc. i’m truly an indoors guy – so maybe that’s why i like fall too – finally everyone joins me on the indoors, and i don’t feel so lazy and non-sociable while everybody’s out getting drunk at parties, or going to fairs, etc. i mean, i walk, and i’m out and about for work and what-not, but i’m not a party-er, or anything like that. i don’t like the beach, not around here, because they’re small beaches along the river, and it smells like smoke, alcohol, and people let their dogs in the water :S.

rough.

days of sexual purity – 0
* keep me in your prayers those of you who believe in Christ.