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this first week of my girlfriend being back to college is coming to a close:::::……

for me, it’s been such a big change. i’m glad that i’ve only ever dated two women in my life. my ex is one of those people who could be on Jesus Summit one day, and in a matter of days, Death Valley is her residence. to be honest, i’ve seriously thought and looked into passive aggressive disorder, as well as thought that she might have some slow case of bi-polar disorder. i felt bad, as a boyfriend thinking that, but after i broke up with her, all the people i was venting to about her, most of them started to agree, because she started e-mailing those people with her long e-mails of life sucks and then you die. i want to say she’s gotten better in recent years since i’ve not been dating her, but i don’t know, i still have some friends tell me she’s the same way.

to only have her in my mind, when my girlfriend now and i started dating, i was really leery. not that i thought all girls had that problem, but you know, just, what if? it’s been like a breath of fresh air, and total relief.

however, one thing i’ve noticed is that my girlfriend now is also less clingy. so with her been texting me and calling me two to three times this week saying just how much she misses me, and how hard it’s been this week, harder than it was last year to leave me, it’s been like, ‘whoa, this is new’. i mean, she’s missed me, but i’ve never felt, you know, this much urge in her to want to see me. but she actually told me tuesday night while she was on the phone, "i feel like a clingy girlfriend," as if it’s a negative connotation. okay, yes, i don’t think girls should be glued at the hip of their lover, of believe that their boy is their world, period. but i told her, ‘really, you’re not. you miss me. that’s understandable. and that’s okay. it’s okay to miss me." haha.

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rented two movies last night, and was only able to watch one so far. THE EAGLE. it was good, and i was surprised to see a PG13 rating. but it’s odd how i still selected the unrated version to watch anyways. it just meant more gore. there wasn’t a naked woman in the movie, which was kind of a relief, because i love the movie 300, and all the naked women are like more of a distraction and just doesn’t fit in the movie. i liked the EAGLE, because i didn’t know much about Britain’s Roman rule, and it’s just a reminder, you know, wow – Britain was once like US, sparsely populated with tribes. Druid tribes at that, it was just interesting for a history buff like me. plus I like the Irish sounding bagpipe music for the sound track.

the next movie, i plan on watching today sometime, THE CONSPIRATOR, is about Abe Lincoln’s death and trial. It has James McAvoy, which I don’t know if I like him yet. I saw him in Wanted, his acting didn’t stand out to me, and then again in First Class, which I liked him better in that one – being Professor X. I guess I saw him in Atonement – but that’s been forever, so I don’t remember it.