The thoughts and compulsions are getting stronger, a gradual decline as it all seems reasonable enough at the time. And then I just can’t stop. In the exact manner I knew it would come, ever so subtly yet oh so powerfully.

I would say I still have every intention of getting myself back on track – except, just, not right NOW…so to continue saying it is futile, because, realistically, when will I then?

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