It has been a month since I have texted D….
I won’t text him.. I refuse it.
I love him so much… but it isn’t doing me any good to keep hanging on to a ghost.
I had that dream about him.. Where he was saying * I only need a couple more months * …. I don’t think that I am psychic .. but at the end of the day I wish I was… I really wish that in a couple months he would come running back to me…
I just know…. he is gone..
My 3 friends from up north told me the other day that they are planning on coming down in Feb. to visit me… I AM BEYONDDDDDD excited. I was thinking that they had just forgot about me… I can’t wait to see my girls.
I was supposed to see Fuckboi this weekend.. but he was being nothing but an asshole.. So I basically told him to fuck off…. It is done. I am done with him.
I deleted his number from my phone.
I bought a FITBIT Charge 3 today… I am really going to try and make big changes in my life.. I need to take care of myself….
I will start tomorrow!
I love you guys.. than you for reading my diary and leaving kind notes.