Can You Smell Me?

*sniff sniff*

I think I smell myself.

*sniff*

Yep! It’s me! Actually on my computer?!

what the huh?!!!

I actually have a reason for not coming on, and now that it’s virtually a non issue I feel that I can disclose it. My “husband” had something stuck up his ass and thought I spent forever on my computer. He said I had an addiction and no matter how many times I”d tell him i DIDN’T he’d say I did. So to prove to myself (and subsequently him) I stayed away. It’s been awhile now and I really, to be painfully honest, haven’t felt like I’m going to die. Which is good.

BUT I MISSED YOU ALL TOO MUCH AND I’M SICK OF TRYING TO MAKE A POINT.

So… lets say for the sake of all that’s holy and good that I’m back.

I’m going to try a tenative “Return to Insanity” and see what happens.

I have so much to tell.

let me ponder upon it.

*pondering*

hm.

well.

here’s the funnest thing so far. My dad and Carlos finally met.

and now.

they

are

having

BIBLE STUDIES TOGETHER.

Twilight zone much?

har har har.

I’ll be back tomorrow.

I am working overtime today and must go get ready.

But if  I say I’ll be back tomorrow… I WILL.

oh yeah baby.

and maybe I’ll catch up with all my favs by the middle of next year.

OH yeah… Jacob is a year old now.

Can you believe THAT krap?!!!!!

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May 31, 2004

yay! glad you updated…really missed your writing! it all sounds good and normal in chaos’ world…..really happy for you hunny! (((HUGGLES)))

May 31, 2004

glad to see u back. i’m working OT today too

I missssss you soooooo!!!!!

May 31, 2004

I’ve had to do that often. Prove to myself that the computer isn’t my only means of communicating with the outside world. Congrats to you on proving that. 🙂 And welcome back.

**RUNS UP TO YOU** I HAVE MISSED YOU AND YOUR CRAZINESS. I am glad you are having a wonderful time 🙂

May 31, 2004

Hooray! She’s back! *rolls out the red.. err… GREEN carpet* Can’t wait to hear more from you. *hugs*

May 31, 2004

Don’t remind me how old these boys are! It is going by way to fast!!! I hope everything is going well with Carlos and you! How is Jonathon doing??? DOn’t ever leave like that again for any reason whatsoever!!! Sneak a entry in at least here and there! LOL I missed you! Welcome Back!!! 🙂 Shayla Rae ~:)

May 31, 2004

*hugs* Nice to see you alive, woman.

YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS your back woo!!!!!!!!!!!!! Happy first Birthday Jacob! <3 Annie-Rae

May 31, 2004

Oh I’ve missed you and been wondering about you. Glad to see that things are okay and that you are back. 🙂

May 31, 2004

about time 🙂 glad your back…

Did it prove the point to him at least? I hope life is treating you well.

May 31, 2004

Glad to see you back!! 🙂

May 31, 2004

OMG! I missed youwoman!

May 31, 2004

Wow–Bible studies?? That’s a REALLY good thing! Can’t wait to hear more!! 🙂 And girl, you’ve missed TONS of pics!!

June 1, 2004

I CANT BELIEVE YOUR BACK!!!!!

Wow, awesome… Bible studies together?! Well, I’m not going to start preaching to you but that is definitely a GOOD start for a wonderful marriage! =) Jacob is a year old ALREADY?! Sheesh! You said you’d be back today to write, so I’m sitting here waiting. (taps fingers on desk and waits for your update) Oh yes, and I better get one today b/c you said you would! =D

I was worried about you. Usually when people stop posting for awhile it’s because bad things are happening in their life. I’m glad to hear all is well. Missed you tons! And, Bible Studies, WTF?

oh my god a year? You’re kidding!!! He must be SO FREAKING CUTE! How did he get so old? Are you sure??? LOL!

June 1, 2004

I am so glad u are writing again. I want to know all the good things that have happened to you and the family.

June 1, 2004

You’re alive!!!! *cheers* *hugs* *licks* ~

June 1, 2004

glad your back!

June 1, 2004

Welcome bakc my friend 🙂 *hug*

AGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH… your back… I LOVE YOU!!!!

Good to hear from you again!

June 1, 2004

*jumps up and down* i just got a computer this weekend. it’s like a revival in here!! boom boom whackity whack bam!

June 2, 2004

Yay for being back!

June 2, 2004

I’ve missed you! Don’t ever leave us for that long again! I can’t believe Jacob is 1 already! I started reading you when you first got pregnant with him! Awwww…. ((hugs))

June 3, 2004
June 4, 2004

Oh my god you’re still around this is awesome I’m so happy w00t! *cough* Sorry… I just… kinda… almost cried when I thought you were gone for good. I was worried. You must write more! I miss you! Is Carlos being a poop? Men do that sometimes. Actually they do that most of the time. Ah well. Alex is graduating from boot camp on the 11th. I’ll meet his family on the 10th. Yikes!

June 5, 2004

bible studies? jesus. ha

June 11, 2004

wahhhh, i really miss you. I’m incredibly happy to see you made an entry, but I can see as well you never made it back! Hope things are still going good 🙂