tumbling out of my head

 A few things.

*Yesterday Jonathon tried to do a song and dance for the kids in his after school program. He got embarrassed (I don’t think he’s ever done anything like that before) and some kids laughed at him and booed at him and he cried. I feel really bad for him. He’s naturally outgoing and can make friends really quickly, but stuff like that can really impact a child. I didn’t know how to sooth him and I wonder if he’ll ever do anything in front of a large group of kids again.

I hate kids.
i wish I could be a super over protective mom and go crazy on the kids and their parents whent hey are mean to my kids. I haven’t done it… yet… but ohhhh let something happen!!!

I know I know, it’ll be horrifying for my children if I’m THAT MOM… but STILLLLL

*So, William’s mother gave the boys some money for Christmas. I bought them some books with it so that they can have some more presents under the tree. That brought up what the boys should call her. It would be weird for them to think of her as "Baboo’s Mom"…ya know? Baboo is so silly cuz he tells her "why dont’ they call you grandma!"

lol.

not gonna happen. It’s too soon. but even then, I think she should have a more distinct name because they called my bio-mom grandma.

He then sent out an email to both of us asking.

I’m like stuttering and not sure what to say. I figure Miss *first name* is good for now. Something else will come up maybe? I have no idea.

technicalities!!!

*I picked up Baboo’s present last night and I thought I was being sneaky going into my brothers room to hide it… EXCEPT HE WAS RIGHT THERE! damn him! I don’t think he saw it, but I know he thinks he knows what it is! boo! I hate people knowing their presents. He always wants to know. dummy.

*Baboo is sick right now and was up almost all night sniffing and snotting around. It made me sad. He’s gonna be exhausted and we have so much to do this weekend! We have to get the oil changed in my car and finish Christmas shopping and possibly wrap up gifts (I’m hiding them in my room, but we really don’t have a lot of hiding places!)… and laundry and cleaning and agady agady ag!!!!

*I’d kill for an orgasm and a nap right now.

I’ll get neither.

* I seriously need to dye my hair (maybe this weekend). I mean, the evil collective of grays are growing and are really noticeable now. I need a trim also… I might do that. My edges are just FRAZZLED and I don’t trust myself to snip them without looking ridiculous after. My hair has grown quite a bit and I don’t want to chop it ALL off, but it needs help… ugh.

Maybe I’ll just do highlights. Bleaching the grays should keep them without the gray longer… or not?

*speaking of gray. is it gray or grey?

WHATEVER. stupid spelling.

*I had some notes that maybe i"ve gained muscle. Well, unless you gain muscle by scurrying through stores or laying on your ass with gusto… i’m just still fat. I haven’t been eating a lot or really badly. I just think I need to actually do som cardio.

I haven’t been to the gym in MONTHS now. it’s sick.

so sick and wrong.

I want to do some DDR but I keep forgetting (so conveniently) to do it.

blah.

*We are going out for lunch AGAIN today.

Guess what I’m having?

NO! NOT A SPICY CHICKEN BOWL!!!

I am going to have a cheeseburger.

a giant delicious one.

maybe with some bacon.

awwwwww yeah.

*drool*

Is it bad that I didnt’ eat breakfast in anticipation?

it is bad, because it’ll all go to my butt. stupid giant butt.

*sigh*

but cheeseburgers are so damn good.

We are going to the Yardhouse. I love that place.

I really wanna go there with Baboo.

it’s like a beer heaven in there.

I can’t have a beer this after noon.

we should be leaving soon.

CHEESEBURGERS AHOY!!!!!