*twitch*

Hmmm, so i sent him the pics, to no response.

could just be busy

or doesn’t care

or freaked out by my utter lack of sanity.

i dunno.

i also think it’s odd he hasn’t let me know if he can do anything on Thursday or whatever.

But maybe not so odd. he’s an impulsive "lets do it now" type. bleh. I dunno. I feel weird now. like maybe i shouldn’t have. hahahah. god monique, if he doesn’t know you’re a freak now, he never would have done what he did with you in the first place.

i’m so paranoid, thinking he’s not gonna wanna do anything this week.

and if he doesn’t… SO WHAT.

he’s who? what? NOBODY? oh yeah… NOBODY…. bah.

i’m trying to talk myself into this. let me alone!

so as of now, i’m trying to calm my anticipation for us doing anything this week.

as a matter of fact, i’m 90% sure we WON’T be.

it’s not  a flake cuz he never agreed to anything.

so… oh well.

i’ll end up masturbating.