The consequences.

I'm sad. It doesn't feel like Christmas eve, and my mind has been many other places today, and I wrote Sarah a letter in her gift IN INK. This is the worst thing to do when you, let's say, have a lot to get out. For someone, and I just feel so embarrassed about it,…

I went to Steak 'n Shake with Manda tonight (I was planning on writing quotation marks around her name but for some reason without thinking wrote it normally) and we talked, and she, well first I gave my impression of her, and her "faults" (I will quote-ize that, though that's not a word) and jus...

I need to go to bed before I start hating myself again.Been in a weird mood lately. Also, I knew it would happen and it did, whenever I get a lot of notes saying they like my entry, I always get weird, like unstable, writing-wise where I forget how to do it.Sarah's home too, which…

I get so stuck on being something and I wonder why yesterday I was okay with being around the house, or just doing nothing, but today I feel like a failure for it.Brandon just signed on and won't IM me. I won't IM him either. Or call him. And he won't call me, 'cause he's…

I sat there, naked, with my hand on my dick and my boxers at my feet, and I thought of her. Not that one, no, neither the other.The one who taught how to kiss.I had forgotten that I had spent the night there once, on her waterbed (I think – all I remember was it…

It’s been cold the last few nights and my dad insists I don’t feel it. He loves using the heater.I open a window and it does nothing. I can’t feel the outside, and I haven’t been outside much anyway this holiday. Exams are over, though, and maybe I’ll be out more. I don’t know what…

I need to get out more, and things I must accomplish: wash my 2-month old dirty laundry, practice writing stories, clean my room and open my windows to fresh air.Fans just don’t cut it some days. See you later, Alli.

The following is an assignment we had to do over a month's time, which I did in 2 hours. We'd try to think about our senses, and write about it. I also tried to make it seem as if I had been doing it for a month, but I think I failed.5XFIVE SENSES JOURNALby Jon…

I wonder if I will be, and who. Sarah Lane is gorgeous. She was in my class during my days in Christian school, and I wouldn’t quite say she was nice to me, but she wasn’t mean. She was pretty. Ah, sigh. Kiss her face.(I bet she has soft cheeks!)

I was made to write a script in 8 hours, a 30 page script, and it really wasn’t horrible. Wasn’t good, either. Went to see Ocean’s Twelve last night; it was great. Must memorize lines this weekend, must study for final’s, must write a little.I read Sarah’s diary and I wonder who she is sometimes....