no im not alone

Ive been married 32 years to my best friend. She is everything to me!!! Wouldn’t do anything to hurt her but heres the thing., I’m soon to be 57 and Im thinking,this is it! We have not been intimate in three years. And probably 18 months before that. It use to make me mad and resentful. She just isn’t interested and I have ,I guess gotten it out of my mind. Guess some folks are like that. anyhow,is this it?? Im getting old,er and have I had my last intimate encounter???  I’m not alone. Its happened before.   But sometimes,I feel alone, but at the same time,our love-friendship has never been better  I think cause I have “accepted” this is just how it is and will be from here on.  And “so” it is.