Ok.

Ok. Do what you think you should do.

I said ok.

I told him it was ok.

It’s happening now not because I couldn’t stop it but because I finally said fine, just do it, I hate this and it’s bullshit and we all know it, but I am so sick of dealing with it, so just take the deal like you obviously want to and close my case and forget about me.

I wanted to hold out until the state granted him a divorce without my consent, period. I really wanted to at least have had that.