the promises i cant keep and the addiction

i know this sounds crazy but i’m addicted to talking to this guy who i was at least i think i was inluv wit …… no matter how much i try to never talk to him i cant keep from still contactin him…. even though this time around he sent me a message telling me he was going to jail which yes it peaked my interest and i was curious to see if he was tellin the truth which he wasnt he just wanted to to se if i cared …. which sad to say i did just because i wanted to know what he did to get introuble… and then this morning we talked for a really long time. i was talked bout all the lies that were told and how now that we r speaking the air so to speak has been cleared. i wish i could just kick him cold turkey however that seems to be impossible. i have a bf who i have been wit for 11 yrs now we r not married and we live with his parents and we have no kids and he is the only one i have ever had sex wit and i keep telln myslef i’m not missin out on ne thing since i’ve been wit him …. in my mind i keep thinkin wats wrong wit me why cant i just be satified wit wit my bf i guess i’ll never know….. for those of u reading this i’d like ur take on this particular situation.

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January 27, 2011

Sounds like you are not happy (I suppose that was kind of obvious) but, if you are not maybe it is time to move on. Just make sure you end the old relathionship before starting new and make sure that is what you want. DO not let anyone pressure you into doing anything. Sometimes a person needs space to find themselves before they can be happy and to make another happy. Just some food for thought.

January 27, 2011

If you are really trying not to talk with him, you can do these things and then you will be successful. Erase his phone from all your electronic gadgets. FILL your time and all your days with activities that he is not involved with. Delete him from your email account and from any websites you have. Do not listen to anything that your friends might say about him. This is the only way that you will stop talking with him,