Figure me out

I need to figure out who am I after all of this aftermath

stop pushing me.. let me take my time.. let me rest.. let me grieve.. let me feel..

let me find a way to be happy again without any of this..

let me build my life again independent to this., let me stand on my two feet again.. find my peace.. find my confidences again..

letting go the burden I have in my heart.. letting go the unessecary pain because I’m ok.. it’s not me thats in the ditch.. its not my fault their in the ditch.. its not my responsibility to carry all of their family..