Grief

Let me grieve..

the hardest thing is to grieve the loss of someone who still alive and around you

the one you can’t erase from your life, the one you will always see from time to time

the moment you feel you are moving on, the person shows up in your face. Reminding of you of how they make you feel, the touch they gave you. Your body yearn for their hug, his hands on your body. How incredible you feel when you are together. The feeling that no man ever make you feels like..

then everything goes back to square one.. you realise you will never have him for your self in this life time.. bitter truth that you have known from the beginning..