Guh

So I broke my pinky toe this morning.

I was being a complete klutz and missed a few steps.

It hurts but now, literally everything hurts.

A few of my My toes are swollen, but my pinky toe black and blue.

Around 12:30 am he messaged me but I didn’t get back to him until 4am. I was just about to fall asleep and he video chats me.

I told him I was going back to bed.

He told me he was literally done w his girlfriend, but then an emergency came up and she needed him.

Apparently she’s in the hospital for pneumonia, as per her paragraph thanking everyone for helping her.

So full of dramatics.

I don’t hate her. I just think it’s ridiculous how he tells me one thing and she says another, tagging him in all the posts.

I know it’s him. And I know I definitely don’t want to be around all that.

I’ll listen, I’ll talk but I’m less and less interested, tbh.

I’m over here w acute bronchitis for over a year without any help at all and felt that way many times, I should have gone to the ER to be admitted…. yet here I am.

Anyway, it’s frustrating to hear him say he’s breaking up with her, and then reading all that and then his response of love and blah blah blah.

I don’t know him. He said he was miserable.

Many times. To me

He even asked me where we will meet up.

I know he wants me as his side dish

I will not go.

Nope nope nope

I’m worth more.