Well it is that time when my doctor say’s it is time to lose weight. I can honestly say i hate it when doctors say that shit. I mean i know i am now a big girl. But i use to be a cheer leader. This is what 3 bad marriages do to people. I know your probably saying “WOW THREE MARRIAGES” Yes three marriages.
My first husband beat me with a metal baseball bat. If i gained five pounds he beat me.If i made his dinner wrong. He beat me. If i cleaned the house wrong.He beat me.If when he was drinking and he got mad. You guessed it i got beat. Well one day i cooked his steak wrong. He always wanted another woman to be apart of our marriage. And if i said no i got beat.One day i stood up for myself and told him no more.I told him i couldn’t do it. And if i kept on i was going to leave.And he took a metal baseball bat and beat my skull in. If it was not for my daughter calling her godfather(who was a cop) I would not be here today. I spent six months in a coma and another six months living with my child. And the worse part is i didn’t even remember my daughter.She would come home and pull out our photo albums and ask me everyday if i remembered certain things. And one day i did and she was so happy. That man took a year of my life away from me and gave me a metal plate in my head to remember him by. I turned to food as a coping mechanism.
My second husband turned out to be gay.He married me so his father would not find out he was gay. Hell i didn’t even know he was gay. On our wedding night he slept with his best man. His dad found out when he saw him one day kissing a man.Again i turned to food. I began to think i was not good enough for anyone.Why couldn’t i find a good decent man to love me and let me love him. I began to think i was not good enough for anyone.
My third husband was also gay and his whole family knew but decided not to tell me. That marriage lasted a whole 2 days.I think it was the shortest marriage in history.
Now i have a wonderful husband.He loves me for who i am and no matter what i do. He always makes me smile.But i turned to food so much i am really over weight. So my doctor said i need to lose it. SO tomorrow i start a diet. My sister is my diet partner and i know we can do it. Sweating with the oldies here we come. I know we can do this i have faith.So wish us better health.