Sad.

Dave sent me a text message at 6:30am. He and Clint made it to Amsterdam safely and were eating french fries and coffee when he texted me. I was still asleep, so I didn’t respond. I sent him a message at 7:30 when I woke up and don’t expect to hear back from him as texting from a foreign country costs $.50 per text. He wants to keep texting to a minimum.

I miss him already.

Before he left I was being clingy. It just felt different this time. I mean, he leaves for a week at a time all the time- he travels all the time- but usually I can send him all of the messages I want. We’re in touch multiple times per day. It can’t be that way this time because of all of the extra fees- I can’t call him or text him unless it’s an emergency or unless I have something important to say. We really can only e-mail, and he’s only going to be checking his e-mail once per day. And this time it’s not just one week… it’s two. Two whole weeks. It seems like such an unbelievably long amount of time… I mean that’s almost half of a month! 

I know I sound like a drama queen, but I’m already feeling lonely.

I just have to keep myself busy.

I’ve been job hunting and have class all night tonight. Speaking of class, I should probably get started on the labs that I have to hand in tonight.

Fuck, I hate chemistry. I’m feeling so down in the dumps that I almost want to skip class again, but I know that’s a bad idea. I won’t, I skipped last night so that I could bring Dave and Clint to the airport and I’m not letting myself miss any more of this class. One day is enough in a five and a half week course.

If I didn’t work this weekend I’d go home to stay with my parents. I really want to be around people.