I’m drowning in my misery,
But on the outside, you really can’t see.
I walk around like I’m so very happy,
I smile and I’m cheerful.
I’ll never let them see,
the tears I’ve cried, not even the ones I still hold inside.
One day soon I will smile again,
not my face but in my soul.
I know this, in my heart I feel it.
There is this new face, he makes me laugh.
I don’t cry as much and I catch myself being happy.
But only sometimes.
And in the end,
I just know it will be alright.