2.15.22

GOODNESS IT HAS BEEN QUITE SOMETIME SINCE IVE WRITTEN. I AM SETTLING IN JUST FINE IN MY NEW JOB, YALL I COULDNT LOVE IT MORE. IT DOESNT FEEL LIKE WORK TO ME. I AM SO PASSIONATE ABOUT MY JOB AND JUST FEEL THIS FIRE LIKE I AM DESTINED TO DO SO MUCH MORE HERE. THESE PEOPLE HAVE ALL BECOME MORE LIKE FAMILY THAN JUST COWORKERS TO ME. IT HAS BEEN QUITE AN ADJUSTMENT WORKING NIGHTS LOL I FEEL LIKE I LITERALLY JUST WORK AND SLEEP… WE ARE SHORT STAFFED SO I DO TRY TO SIGN UP FOR AS MUCH OVERTIME AS POSSIBLE TO HELP OUT, BUT AGAIN… I CANT SAY ENOUGH HOW MUCH I LOVE MY JOB. I TOOK THE KIDDOS ON OUR VERY FIRST WEEKEND TRIP ALONE , JUST THE THREE OF US, EVER THIS LAST WEEKEND. WE WENT TO THE BEACH… ITS STILL WAY TOO COLD FOR THE BEACH, BUT THEY HAD A HEATED POOL AND A HOT TUB SO THE KIDS WERE MORE THAN HAPPY WITH THAT. I HAVENT DATED MUCH. LITERALLY BEEN ON ONE DATE SINCE MY SPLIT IN OCTOBER AND REALIZED DATING IN THIS DAY AND AGE JUST ISNT FOR ME. I AM AN OLD SOUL, THE KIND THAT NEEDS AN EMOTIONAL CONNECTION BEFORE ANYTHING PHYSICAL CAN OCCUR AND EVERYONE I HAVE MET IS ALL ABOUT THIS HOOKUP CRAP… I CANT EVEN BEGIN TO TELL YALL HOW QUICK I BLOCK MEN BASED OFF STUPID COMMENTS THEYVE MADE TO ME ALONE LOL…. IM JUST NOT ABOUT IT. I WONT WASTE MY TIME. IF YOU ARENT MARRIAGE MINDED, AND THAT CONNECTION ISNT THERE, I WONT EVEN ENTERTAIN TALKING TO YOU, MUCH LESS ENTERTAIN GOING TO DINNER WITH YOU… I CAN TAKE MYSELF TO DINNER LOL….. ANYWAYS OTHER THAN THAT… IM STILL AT MY MOTHERS HOUSE. I HAVENT FOUND A GOOD PLACE FOR ME AND THE KIDS YET… ON THE FENCE ABOUT IF I WANT TO RENT OR SAVE AND BUILD MY BLACK BARNDOMINIUM ON SOME LAND… VERY CONFLICTED. I JUST PRAY ABOUT ALL OF IT AND GIVE IT TO GOD. HE WILL LEAD ME IN THE RIGHT DIRECTION. I HOPE YOU ALL ARE WELL. 🙂

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February 15, 2022

I was so glad to read of the trip to the beach!  You remember why you work this hard!  Wonderful sounding way to spend time with the kiddos.
We hope you are well, too!
Have a great day!