THIS N THAT

I’M TRYING TO STAY POSITIVE. I KNOW I AM LUCKY!

I REALIZE THAT I DUG MYSELF INTO A HOLE AND I HAVE NOONE ELSE TO BLAME.

FOR WHATEVER REASON I ALMOST NVER CALL ANYONE. AT TIMES I FORCE MYSELF TO CALL. I AM GREAT WITH EMAIL BUT SOME P[EOPLE JUST DON’T LIKE OT. THEY WANT TO TALK TO YOU.

WELL I REALIZE THAT NOONE CALLS ME ANYMORE. I GUESS THEY GOT TIRED OF CALLING ME AND I NEVER CALLED BACK.

SO NOW I SIT HOME ALONE M OST DAYS UNLESS I GO OUT. THE PHONE DOESN’T RING.

I KNOW I HAVE TO CHANGE. 

I AM GOING TO TORONTO ON SATURDAY. I DIDN’T KNOW IF I WANTED TO GO OR NOT. I HAVE A TICKET TO GO SEE COME FROM AWAY. FINALLY I DECIDED TO GO. I AM THINKING ABOUT TAKING THE TRAIN BUT DON’T KNOW WHAT I WOULD DO ONCE I GET THERE. I CAN’T EXPECT PEOPLE TO PICK ME UP. I COULD IUSE UBER. 

I AM HAVING ALOT OF TROUBLE MAKING DECISIONS. 

THINK I’LL JUST GO BACK TO BED.