Bro, I’m dying

Alright, start at Thursday. I had Sergeant Board, which I feel like I did terribly, my hand was soooooo visibly shaking when I saluted, but apparently…I got first??? But that’s not the point. I was so stressed afterwards that I couldn’t perform well at Choir-rific, and then I talked to my Valentine date and crush, who COMPLETELY rejected AND gaslite me, which just made me sad and upset. Fast-forward today, I had ballet, AND WE HAD TO BE WITH THE LEVEL 4s and 5s, it was terrible. Everything was harder and I had to do stuff that I don’t usually do, like grande jetes and fuetes. TT. And not to mention that a lot of the level 5 girls are super judgey. Thankfully my upperclassman was there and he gave me small pointers and told me I was fine. HE’S SO GOOD AT DANCINGGGGG. Okay, and then my stomach started hurting REALLY bad during across the floor stuff, it was so bad. I felt like dying. Anyways, this week has been  terrible and I hope this is the last of it.

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