I’m so done
I AM SO FED UP WITH MY MOTHER.
First off, ever since I told my crush that I liked him, she SUDDENLY realizes how much we talk over text. Wow, incredible. CAUSE HE TOTALLY DOESN’T LIVE ONE STATE FROM ME. Also, like, WHY ARE YOU SUDDENLY MAKING SUCH A BIG DEAL ABOUT ME LIKING SOMEONE???? She’s never been like this, and now? She first limits my time limit ALREADY, then she’s upset that we call every one in a while. WHO WAS THE ONE THAT SAID IT’S BETTER TO CALL YOU’RE FRIENDS THAN CONSTATLY TEXT THEM?!?!?!?! Also, she’s going on about how I, as a 15 year old and barely at that, shouldn’t be having long conversations with boys. And how I shouldn’t be suddenly having a closer relationship with a boy right after we tell each other that we like each other. WTFLIP???? Like, help? First, we’ve been having equal amounts of conversation from the start? And also, we are just friends. Maybe we do talk a little more, but we’re still friends? And then she goes on about how I, as a 15 year old, should have NEVER told him I liked him, and should not be thinking of any sort of relationship other than friends? WHO TFLIP SAID ANYTHING ABOUT DATING????HUH???? I’m pretty sure both of us know that will NEVER happen. First, because he lives in a COMPLETELY different state. Second, because I’m literally auditioning for HYBE at the end of this year and will probably be off to Korea. Third, I will probably move on. Fourth, I’m not even planning until dating till I’m done with life. Fifth, I’ll be shipped off to Korea no matter when and I’m not cool with long distance relationships. FINALLY, I know for a HUGE fact that at least one of our feelings will simmer down, if not die out, and it’ll probably be me first. AND MY MOM WENT ON ABOUT HOW “You, as a student should be focused on your studies.” Spoken like a true helicopter tiger Asian mother. I’m so proud of you… I SAID THE EXSACT SAME THING. I’m not even going to attempt a relationship in high school, and she thinks I’m trying to after I”VE SAID THOUSANDS OF TIMES HOW I WON’T and NEVER WILL. I’m so done with her!!!!!!š”š„š”š„š”š„š”š„š”š„š”š„š”š„š”š„š”š„š”š„š”š„š”š„š”š„š”š„š”š„š”š„š”š„š”š„š”š„š”š„š”š„š”š„š”š„š”š„š”š„š”š„š”š„š”š„š”š„š”š„š”š„š”š„š”š„š”š„ JUST K!LL ME NOW!