ahhh im loving life right now

ok diary, heres my fave pic of me from la. so 50 years from now ( when ive printed out all these diary entries and put them in binders) i can look back and be like those were the days ^_^

ok now that ive done that moving on…

right now im talking to dave (cover name) online who says i made them cry and so hes going to go masturbate alone and use his tears as lubricant…LOL

yea we are having a weird convorsation as always lol that guy is crazy! earlier when i called him he was singing that song from the jungle boy "woo hoo hoo, i wanna be like you hoo hoo, i wanna talk like you, walk lik you oooh oooh hoo hoo! i was laughin so hard haha

boys haha.  whenever i need a laugh he always does it for me.

im talkin to jen too! shes talkin about her lover boy comin home to see her. hopefully things work out well! im goin to help her shop for some hott clothes!
 
OK so any who

in a few days im heading over to anchorage and then kodiak! im so excited to see everyone! i mean wow its been so long, and im looking forward to seeing how much people have changed since i last saw them. because i know ive changed a ton! i feel like ive grown emotionally 5 years. and i dont think i could be any more stronger than i am now. im secure, i know myself, i like myself, and i feel whole. i feel like i could conquer the world and do anything! i feel powerful as a person. i dont know why i feel so confident this year but i do, and im loving it, nothing can bring me down.

man ive missed everyone so much this is going to be so much fun! especially having megan there to meet everybody! and then i get to show her where i lived, and where i used to hang out! i think this will show her a whole other side to me that she was never able to understand and im glad im able to share this with her. i wish i could be bringing everyone. sigh. i just hope she likes it there! there isnt a mall or anything so yea.

and then theres christmas! and i know im getting a camcorder YAY so ill finally be able to do scenes and record them to see how my progress is going! and then ill be able to record my 21st birthday! woo hoo! yay! and before that its new years! ahh what a great way to end the year eh? 😀

alrighty lata diary!
hanny bo banny