Thanksgiving without her was different. I want to forgive her for what she’s done but i cant get over that she’s done this before and she will again. I want to do whats right for my kids, i think they are taking it well (on the outside) however on the inside i know they are confused as hell.
It was just about a month ago that my 9 yr old daughter embarrassingly saw me dancing and kissing my wife and she said how come you guys kiss so much, I love being that way, but i cant help to think that while this was happening my wife had been having this hidden affair, is like she cant be happy with one person, she needs constant validation.
I would give her all the support and attention, I was here for her on everything yet that is not enough. I am convinced that these are traits of “Narcissistic Personality” where a person cannot feel empathy and as a result does things that hurt others in the process.
For my part I need to stay strong…. yes i created a Tinder Profile I need something to patch this for a bit, i need to grow and stay strong