OK i need to vent.
So i cut that Sid guy off. I was weary in the beginning that he had a “im better than you complex” because he talks like that to other people but after i left i noticed it so much more even tho hes a real fucking PUSSY in real life. Plus he lied about things about his appearance and he does wayyy to much drugs and not party type of amount like, you might have a problem kind of amount.
Literally everything he does in the facebook group* im in with him is so fucking cringe i almost want to go out of my way to tell people he isnt like he acts like he is online.
but i dont, why? you ask? BECAUSE THE QUEEN BEYONCE ONCE STATED THAT : IM NOT GOING TO DISS YOU ON THE INTERNET BECAUSE MY MOMMA TAUGHT ME BETTER THAN THAT.
So i wont, ill keep my disgust for him out of the group and share it with myself, on here, instead.
This is what i get for almost forcing myself to like someone because im genuinely starting to believe im A-sexual and a man ego destroyer that cant stay interested in these lames for more than a month or two.
Makes me miss my ex but even then i dont like being around him all the time, i like the dynamic we have now tbh. Ive been having sex dreams about him tho & you would think that sucks but honestly, im kind of enjoying them. Im a very vivid dreamer so its honestly like its happening LOL.
Thats all for now, ta ta.