may:18:2025

i’m tired.. i’m tired of just everything.. but guess what! i don’t even have time to be tired and feel tired.. i have a lot to think about and i have a lot of things to do

i want to talk to someone.. someone who could understand me without me having to say anything.. i want someone to help me and comfort me without telling me i’m just complaining of everything.. i guess that a little bit too much to wish for

i, myself, misses the old me as well.. a person that could smile and laugh through everything.. a person that could easily manage stress without showing it to everyone.. but now i’m just this grumpy woman everyday

i don’t know what to do.. i just don’t.. im just trying to function for my kids right now the way i should to make sure they get what they need.. but i know im still missing out a lot! i wanted to do so much with them but it’s always just  a plan that will probably never happen since i suck at everything