It’s new years and i’m scared. I don’t really know what of, just of time going by, wasting life and being bored while not doing anything about it. I always get scared like this around new years and my birthday…. :(. I should just think, its just another day, its just another day. Well. I don’t know if I quite did my homework assignment…I stayed sober but I didn’t really have fun. The assignment was to "stay sober and have fun". Well…I wonder which part of the assignment was worth more credit the staying sober part or the having fun part. I sure as hell hope the staying sober part because the having fun part (even if it meant I got wasted and did something stupid) would have just been a little more…you know….fun.