It’s been a while.

I haven’t had the strength to continue writing. But I’m back. Sometimes my brain is so scrambled, I can’t even get a thought out. So much has happened since the last time I’ve written in my diary. Breakdowns and break throughs. I’m really just trying to be more happy.  But when I think of being happy, I think of just being home. I love being home. I flake on people so much because the outside world stresses me out. Ugh.