I would watch my life as a sitcom. It’s like we’re in season 5 and the writers are just throwing down some crazy shit to keep me on my toes.
You reap what you sow. I don’t do drama. I don’t sow shit. Why am I reaping these earth shattering, off color vibes and consequences? Consequences for what?! It’s emotionally exhausting and I am sick of being like this. When am I going to be forgiven for shit that wasn’t even ill mannered?
I am not one to play the victim. I don’t play that. I’m a fully capable and functioning(eh) adult. I take responsibility for my actions. But… This is becoming too much. The weight.
I don’t know when to tap out. I’ll never stop giving it my all if it still seems worth it. I’ll take consequences I don’t deserve.
I hope someone understands where I’m at.
Teeter Totter Bullshit.