My Way Out
Dear Diary,
You know what’s the saddest thing? I can’t even kill myself without jeopardizing his position. The only way out is if I have illness that could kill me.
I am so fucking tired.
jeiza.
Dear Diary,
You know what’s the saddest thing? I can’t even kill myself without jeopardizing his position. The only way out is if I have illness that could kill me.
I am so fucking tired.
jeiza.
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Don’t do anything to yourself. You’ll find a way to get through this.
@heffay to be honest there’s none. If i can only explain everything i will and you will say “you have no choice” i realize now when i read certain post like they have no choice and all that i will say “you do” if there’s a will there’s a way. But not on this one. It’s so hard. It’s so hard to live.
@jeizalee I’m sorry. I just hope you can find some solution. I know it’s hard Because I don’t know the situation.
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Don’t do anything stupid. You will devistated the people who care about you. I jave been through some really shitty stuff in my life and at times thought there was no other choice. I now realize I would jave missed so much positive if I did. Reach out to someone, anyone. Call a help line . You are worth your life.
@thespiritwithinme Thank you so much… I reached to someone…. someone I really trust who is on the same life like mine.
@jeizalee so happy to read this. 💜
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I’ve been here a few times in my life, each time was extremely hard for me, when it gets dark it gets real dark for me. I can tell you each time I didn’t think I’d make it through & I did & the good times that have come since were worth the bad, and I am always glad I didnt end my life. I think no matter how bad your current situation is there can be happiness again.
@cherrywine_1 This is what I am trying to think and feel that no matter what there’s happiness at the end of the road. I am always sick because of him. My stress level is so high my head feels like a baloon. When were in public I try so much to be compose but sometimes i feel like i want to break down and go crazy in front of these people.
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