Tired

I thought i was doing better i thought that i was going to never have to feel this feeling again but i got it back why do i feel alone > i thought that i had evrything go the way i wanted i was doing so good but as soon as i realized that i have noone to go to when i have a bad day i dont have someone i can count on or run too when im having a bad day and it sucks my anxiety came back life has been so rough on me and im just tired …