And you’re not just telling yourself that.

So I sulked for about 10 minutes and then I realized it’s just history.

Why should I be angry over something I can’t control. If I get back from Europe and the job isn’t waiting for me, I’ll find something else. I’ll move out some other way, I’ll get money another way.

I guess that’s it. I guess I shouldn’t envy people. I have my own life. I’m Going To Europe.

AND I HAVE TO MAKE IT.

I have to make myself keep trying, keep going.

Stop sulking.

I realized: I just wasted 10 minutes of my life.

Breathe. You’ll make it.