82 degrees with a cool consistent breeze. Laying on the porch swing and I could almost fall asleep.
my head is so full of happy and worries… thinking any minute I could be a nana! And then I also worry about jo! Worried if she has the surgery and worried if she doesn’t! Everything I have read about growing tumors in the gallbladder is scary… hers is fast growing too it has more than doubled its size in less than a year! Makes me fear cancer… mainly because of her cirrhosis of the liver… having both issues and gallbladder cancer spreads quickly! I am also worried they will do the surgery with her a1c high… adding another fear factor of blood clots and not healing
and if she is unable to have the surgery then I worry if it is cancer it will spread!
so here I am swinging on my front porch trying to clear my mind!
As of right now… I do not know when the baby will be here
I don’t know what jos a1c numbers are
i don’t know how serious this surgery is!