Miracles Day 33: Financial Forgiveness
- Identify who you need to forgive when it comes to your finances.
- I need to forgive my mother. For the way she managed and manages her own money. That she always has made great money and had a good, really good, income, but has not been able to save or prioritize or plan. That she took out student loans for me and I did not know what I was doing. That she always gave me handouts, because I learned that when I was in a pinch or out of money, she gave me some. That she always came in and bailed me out, financially. I never really learned to be self-sustaining.
- My dad for being a fuckface and always living outside of his means. For being such a slave the worlds’ views of him and their impressions of him. I learned that it mattered more to keep up with what you wanted too appear as, rather than be financially independent.
- Myself. I have been lazy and given up my power and control. I have also been impulsive and still regularly buy things because I become fixated on those things.
- Be conscientious of your part in the situation.
- I did blame my parents for so, so long for my debt. I believed if only I had been able to start out without student loan debt, I wouldn’t be so far behind/ in debt now. Which, yeah, may have had some footing when I was just out of college. But I graduated about 8 years ago. The massive debt I’ve been in since then, credit card, going back to school, that’s all me. Just lost and not being proactive or paying attention.
- Become willing to let go of resentment and let your inner guide show you what to do.