Parenting w/ Presence: Pg 47; Pg 87
Pg 47
- Did your parents provide you with a healthy sense of what it is to be lovingly and clearly in charge?
- My father – almost never. Not that he wasn’t loving. He was just literally never in charge. I can’t remember him ever saying something or doing something that we weren’t like, “Ok, cool, but we will double-check with mom.” My mom – yes, almost always. When we were older, she had a harder time being stern or upholding a boundary especially in terms of money or financial requests or an item/ outfit we REALLY wanted. Otherwise, she was firm without being threatening or scary. We didn’t have a lot of hard rules, but those that we did, we didn’t really try to bend them.
- How do you intentionally parent the way your parents did? How are you doing it differently?
- I definitely want to instill the same sense of empowerment and freedom I had. I also definitely want to be emotionally in tune with or awakened to my kiddos in their distress. As a kid, I was often told “let me know when you’re done” and was abandoned in my fits. On the flip side, I wasn’t coddled or babied. I just really love how my mother gave me so much freedom and I never felt the need to abuse it!
- Are there times when you are afraid to set limits with your children? What fuels your discomfort?
- Yes! I definitely have the thought with Wally where I am like “do I feel strongly enough about this for there to be a fight right now?” Because I know it is going to be a fight and sometimes I don’t want to do the whole yelling/ screaming/ fit thing. Exhaustion. Embarrassment. Frustration. Anger. Indecision.
- Describe any ideas or beliefs about growing up that might affect your willingness to be the adult in charge with your children?
- I have this undertone of sarcasm about my kids and their behavior(s) that comes up to the surface in moments of intensity. I feel like that’s a rub off of my years with Zach.
- I sometimes resent the loss of self that I experience with them. The loss of my old self, my old life, everything that I was before them.
- If you often experience parenting shame or guilt – whose critical voice are you hearing in your head – that of a parent, coach, teacher, or someone else important to your as a child?
- I definitely hear my mother – not directly as she never really directly is critical of my parenting. But I can definitely remember, and she still does it from time to time, hearing her be very disapproving of some parenting styles or actions.
- Zach’s voice in a lot of ways.
- Christy Callaway’s voice (sometimes and in some ways through my previous relationship with Zach)
Pg 87
Qualities I want to encourage in my children:
-Honesty, kindness, gentle strength, self-assertion, levity, and laughter, self-awareness, gratitude, joy, love
What qualities would I say I embody or model:
-self-awareness, patience, gratitude, joy, love, quiet calmness
What qualities would I like to develop in myself whilst encouraging their growth in my children:
-patience, honesty, gentle strength, laughter, love
All of those qualities you want to encourage in your children are SO important, I hope they absorb them!
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