Very, very much
-Afraid to vulnerably turn towards love
-Afraid of rejection
-Afraid of repeated patterns
-Afraid of abandonment
-Afraid heightened differences
-Afraid of being clingy, codependent, insecure, pathetic, pointless
-FEAR FEAR FEAR FEAR
-I FEEL AFRAID
-FEAR FEAR FEAR FEAR
-SCARED SCARED SCARED SCARED
-Self-isolating, running, really overwhelmed, triggered, surprisingly sad, new layer of grief
-Hiding, hibernating, disappearing, being alone
-Wanting to hide, pull back
-“I’m not lovable, so why try to be loved”