all across the universe

i had a dream…

it was a lovely dream…

i was setting in a mountainside hotel in winter…

i was staring out into the vista when she sat down beside me…

she was young and lovely just as i remembered her…

she smiled and said she forgave me…

FOR WHAT?!

i didnt turn our marriage into a fucking joke for 34 years…

i was not the one who couldnt exorcise impulse control…

i was not the one who was too childish to face my sins and try to repent…

i didnt get drunk and turn my car into my coffin…

fuck your forgiveness you ruthless whore…