love potion #9

today was warm and bright with only the slightest of chill in the air…

a fine day for a walk among the tombstones…

somewhere in the distance a family was burying a military member…

Taps blew soft on the wind and caressed my weary heart…

i stood and wept in sudden and uncontrolled heart break…

there are two days left until i set alone and wish there were someone to have a holiday with…

you must not let anyone tell you how to live…

one day you wont have any anyone to live for and the time you miss is the time you want the most…

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November 24, 2020

Question? Why can you not just live for you and your own hapiness?

November 24, 2020

@jaythesmartone my shrink asked me the same thing…
my only answer was that there is no happiness…
not anymore…
maybe soon…
but not now…