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i woke up today feeling something i thought long dead…

doubled down on the anti psychotics to put it to bed…

i dont believe in the afterlife, not for myself, i know that when i die my reward will be to spend eternity outside of gods light and love…

and still the feeling came to me…

the feeling that i NEED to find out what lies behind the curtain…

no worries, i know what my pills are for and i have Bo who needs me…

*side note*

i did have a dream i was at a market in New Delhi, i did wake up and think…

How Bizarre…

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August 28, 2019

Maybe you need to do some traveling?

August 28, 2019

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August 28, 2019

“i dont believe in the afterlife, not for myself, i know that when i die my reward will be to spend eternity outside of gods light and love…”

“For the grace of God has appeared that offers salvation to all people. It teaches us to say “No” to ungodliness and worldly passions, and to live self-controlled, upright and godly lives in this present age, while we wait for the blessed hope—the appearing of the glory of our great God and Savior, Jesus Christ, who gave himself for us to redeem us from all wickedness and to purify for himself a people that are his very own, eager to do what is good.” -Titus 2:11-14 NIV

You do not have to live in darkness now, just as much as you do not have to live in darkness in the afterlife. If you put your trust in Jesus Christ, you will live, now and for all eternity.

Praying for you,

Blackjack

August 29, 2019

@biackjack i am a deist minister, or at least play lip service to it