Something to look forward to.. yay :o)

Lets see.. where do I start? well for the first time in a long time things seem to be looking ok for the most part. My sisters boyfriend left to go back to iraq today for another 8 months. If everything works out there will be another wedding to plan next year and I will get a nephew (Jess’s boyfriend has a two year old son) Another one to spoil rotten and send home. Joy Joy.   This weekend or next weekend my baby should be coming to visit. I can’t wait. If things work out there we have a lot to talk about. Only good things of course.    But in the mean time I’m going on with my plans. The only thing really bothering me is my mom. The way she’s been acting. I hope it’s just a bug or the flu and will go away soon. I miss my mom. If not I will just let her be. Sometimes I get the feeling I’m alone even sitting in the same room with my family. And some how it doesn’t bother me anymore than I thought it should. It’s almost like this family is quietly falling apart around me  maybe I’m imagining it. who knows. I know I’m not alone. I have my best friends Jen and penney. And my baby too.

 Everything is cool.. well thats it for now. Good night all

*hugs* ~Lily~