Ahhhhhhh

Coming up to 4 weeks of this situation.. iv made progress.. iv been growing and grinding. But it seems i still want one thing.. you’d think by now it would be getting easier but it’s not. Never fought for a girl like this so im quite anxious i guess. Im getting so much fucking done everyday but it just never feels like enough. I cant sit still.. im just ready to start my new life with this person…