above everything

I guess time really changes people, and I know for sure that I have changed. I don’t know if for the better or for the worse, but I do know for sure that is just because life is inevitable and it takes a while to get used to changes.

I really don’t have a lot to write about, besides the usual boring stuff. I am writing this here now from work, where I am sitting at the kitchen table with a cup of hot chocolate and hoping that it doesn’t run out. This is a way of entertainment, I think. Because there is nothing really much except to do this. I really hope time does me good in the future.

And the thing is, I have been living so much in the survival mode, that I don’t know what it is like to be calm and quiet anymore. I have been slowly trying to find myself again, regain the parts of me that were lost, but I know are there.