Constant Rain
This is how I feel today.
It won’t stop raining. I realize that it’s already winter after having four days total of summer and I’m slowly beginning to resent this place.
Walking home from the gym the other night the sky was orange, as always, and the backdrop on Two Union Square and the Bank of America tower was beautiful, those thousands of tiny lights against this black-orange sky. But I couldn’t even appreciate it, all I could think was that I was tired and sweaty and just wanted to take a fucking nap.
If I don’t want to be home and I don’t want to be here, where am I supposed to go? I have no ambition to do anything right now, I have no drive. I keep waiting for something to come along and shake me out of this but it never does.
I’ll shake you and wake you from it.
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this is how i felt last year. this is exactly how i felt last year. you just gave me such goddamn chills.
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it’s been pouring with rain all day here… not fun 🙁
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*hug* maybe it’s the weather.
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I love your hair. I also think it is the rain, too much and it gives you the blahs. *huggs*
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I feel this way every year, it’s usually gone by Dec 8th.It always helps me to know how soon I’ll feel better about the world.
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