I got scammed today, over a phone supposedly for my studies. It hurts to have to bear with it, and it hurts more how much money my parents gave off to help me have that phone. Cruel, how I saw that as an opportunity to take whatever from others. I have always been a just person, but it seems as if this world does not want justice at all. A small thing, you might think. But that small thing is enough for me to jump from the edge. Suicidal thoughts cloud my judgement, and I am nearly on the verge of either grabbing a set of pills, or slicing myself into shreds like a ribbon seemingly tired of being blown by the wind. This might be my first and last entry, and you might even actually know me. You might want to help me, but its a little too late.