OD I miss you
I feel like this is my home blog. I’ve tried writing in other locations. This past week without OD has been torture. I might move totally to Postbox??? I don’t know… But at least I can write there and it goes up, they don’t have server problems and all that. But I prefer my HTML code and simple text. I don’t need that fancy stuff that they have at the other site. Although. Going a full week on one of the worst weeks I’ve had in a while is pretty bad.
I went to the doctor last week and he ordered an ultrasound for Friday. *the day OD servers went down* Then another appointment for today to fallow up and decide on a game plan.
So? I have a 9mm endometrial lining, and ???Calcium build up. This means CHRISTMAS EVE I have to go in for another biopsy. Thank you! Of all the days… Well, that’s not the big deal right? Well… Lets think here…
The only reason my kids have anything to put under our trees is because the town and school gave us stuff for the kids. I have cramps from this crap going on in my uterus, my birthday is Thursday. Someone put some kind of paint on my new truck. Getting the biopsy Tuesday. There is just far too much going on in my world right now.
Even turning 30 doesn’t hold a candle in my pain right now. My life will be changing quite drastically now.
Aunt Sherrie was cutting hair and talking about how little she got from the town hall this year. “Oh yeah, I signed up for it too. and if that’s all that my kids were getting for Christmas, it would be a very sad Christmas this year.” Thanks for that! Because that is ALL MY KIDS ARE GETTING!
Lets see, since MAY when we closed on the house… The transmission started going in our van, we replaced it with our 2010 Dodge Ram 1500 That we LOVE. (especially now with 4WD), Once things started going okay, the man remodeling our bathroom fucked us over. Told us he was using “good wood,” and it turned out to be the cheapest he could find. Then he charged us THREE TIMES what he quoted us. The bathroom is STILL NOT DONE. Marc is finally painting it this week (started painting it on his birthday… aka Tuesday) and the boy should have his room back by Christmas if all goes well. The water main broke, and the water company told us it was our part, Turned out it was their joint or something like that, and they didn’t need to do all the work we had done… More money down the tubes… About a week after that was finished, our water heater sprung a leak & we needed a new one of those too. I was supposed to pay $60 for my son to go to the Nature’s Classroom, and I couldn’t pay that, but the teacher is so wonderful she said not to worry, they will find funding for him and take the cost off our plate.
So, Between EVERYTHING?! I really don’t care if I get anything Thursday. I would love a cake, but I’m not baking it. I’m not asking for it, and I’m not doing anything special to get it. I just… IDK… I think with everything else going on… my birthday doesn’t matter.
Lets make this list again….
May-closed on house
July- Got Truck
Aug-Brother moved to town
Started bathroom remodel
Sept-Kids started school, I couldn’t get them school supplies
Nov-Water main Broke (2 weeks before Thanksgiving)
6 days after fixed? Water heater broke (one week AFTER Thanksgiving)
December? Found more uterus problems, getting biopsy, turning 30… Can’t buy Christmas gifts for my kids
Yeah… quite the year… Hopefully next year I will have more…. healing? Money build up? Spending ability?
Idk… Just I hope it’s better than what I’ve got right now. <3 <3
One more thing happening? I’ll see the Doctor again Friday (this week or next, I’m not sure) and he’s going to start the healing meds. I’ll get this crap taken care of, and I’ll start a med that will help me FINALLY lose weight. I’ve been trying to diet and exercise, but… not loosing weight. He said he can help me with that.
YIPPEE!! at least there are a few good things after all this stress. And? My kids are expecting NOTHING for Christmas. *(i think)*