I’m not gonna go thru all the details, but my life has changed.
They thought it was a stroke. Then they said it wasn’t. Don’t know what it was. Then a mass was found and I had surgery. Then I went to a rehab.
there’s more, but that’s enough for now.
I can no longer walk with a cane. In fact, I’m having trouble using a walker. Today my hand (hands) were shaking so much I couldn’t hold anything without dropping it. I couldn’t work the tv remote, could barely hold a pen, or use my phone. It’s not as bad now thankfully.
I’m staying at Chad’s so he and Carolyn can help me. But they are both very busy. Ha I forgot to use their fake names oh well. I’m alone most of the time and don’t move around much because I’m a fall risk. I’ve fallen once and had two close calls since I got home from the hospital.
so I’m getting to where I’m starting to feel like doing things, that’s why I am writing this. I try to keep my hopes up, lots of people are worse off. But there are lots of unanswered questions. Sorry this is kind of a bummer entry.
But I can’t walk. That is fucked up.